Dance with your heart, Dance what you feel

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 22:33:13 GMT

Well..I woke up at like 12:00 today b/c I couldn't get very good sleep last night, I woke up at like 8:02 at first and I jumped out out bed b/c my teacher normally comes at 8:00 but turns out she wasn't comming today b/c she has the flu. Then my mom woke me up with "Allyssa, Patty called and said that you have a performance tonight at the barn theature at 6:30" and i was like " OH GREAT!!!!" I dont to do it! And then I have to rush back over to the studio for my advanced jazz class...good times..
I had fun last night I got to hang out with michelle and the lopez's! oh ya! like my new Layout? I <3 it!!

THANKS FOR THE LAYOUT LEAH!!!

leetotheuhh

I thought this was cool

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 18:22:26 GMT

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Fri, 07 Nov 2003 20:39:06 GMT

My journal is now going to be Friends ONLY..So if u want to be on my friends list just tell me and i'll add u!

LATER DAYS!!!!!!!!....

I was bored and i came across this, i thought it was interesting so i decited to post it.

Wed, 05 Nov 2003 06:01:04 GMT

Dear True Love,

I am waiting for you. I have been here waiting to hear the sound of your voice, the touch of your hand, your laughter ever since I first dreamed of you. I have never seen you, but I dont need to. I know that you are perfect for me. We are perfect for each other, in every way. I am torn by the fact that I do not know if I have ever seen you before, or if you are someone I will find later on in my life. I know I will find you, but I find it hard to wait. Every night I dream about you, and every morning you seem to dissolve before my eyes when I first open them. I want you to be the one I wake up in the morning and see next to me, someone who I can take care of. I will always be here waiting, no matter how long it takes to find you. Love has no limit, no set time...it comes when you decide to let it.

Love Always,

Patience

gr

Tue, 04 Nov 2003 23:40:53 GMT

Erg..School is stressing me out...........!!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Nov 2003 17:33:31 GMT

Check out my new background and Icon!!! Steve did it for me! THANKS STEVE!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

undate.........

Thu, 30 Oct 2003 04:58:46 GMT

wow, it's been awhile since i updated..

uhhhhhh..whats going on in my life? Absolutly nothing!!! I had a very interesting night on sunday..Im soo mad!! How could someone do something soooo stupid as that!!!!! and think i'd give into it! right...NEVER! who in the world does he think i am, to give into something soooo stupid! Im sooo mad at him!!!!!!!! If u really wanna know who/what im talking about..you can ask me. This guy...just WONT give up,..and its driving me CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some of my friends (not mentioning any names) Is making BIG mistakes..and on sunday night..it got much bigger. Please-i cant tell u whos these people are..but....PLEASE pray for them.

I've been having problems with my right hip for awhile and on Monday in jazz i hurt it really bad..and it's really hard for me to dance. I have a bump on my hip and i just feel like if i pop it in some way it'll feel better. it's really bugging me and it hurts really bad....so that needs prayer!

My aunt and uncle live in big bear and they had to be evacuated b/c of the fires..please pray that they're house wont burn down!!!!

uh..what else....someone e-mail me or something..im getting lonley!!! :-(

Bye! :-)..SMILE JESUS LOVES U!!!!

Tue, 28 Oct 2003 17:50:21 GMT

> 1. Full name: Allyssa Ren'e Idell
> 2. Nicknames: Ally,Lyss,Lyssa,Booboo,priss..etc....
> 3. Age: 15
> 4. Height: 5'4 1/2
> 5. Hair: light brown!!!!!
> 6. Siblings: Amy,Andrew,Jacob
> 7. Do you sing in the shower?: yupp
> 8. Do u like to sing? yupp:-)
> 9. Birthday: May 4th
> 10. Sign: tarus...I think, I dont really pay attention to stuff like that.
> 11. Address: down the street, and around the corner
> 12. Sex: Female
> 13. Righty or lefty: Righty
> 14. What do you want in a relationship most? A God Based Relationship
> 15. Have you ever cheated? nope
> 16. Marital status: Single/and proud of it
> 17. Do you have a car? nope
> 18. What is your dream car? Pink truck
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> FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
> 19. Movie: Waynes World
> 20. Song: I dont know...
> 21. Actress: Reese witherspoon
> 22. Actor: Mike Myers
> 23. Pop/Drink: Wild cherry PEPSI! Not COKE! theres a huge difference!
> 24. Fast Food: in n out!!!!!
> 25. Food: in n out
> 26. Number: 5- ( the number 5 means grace)
> 27. Cartoon: SPONGEBOB!
> 28. Disney Character: um
> 29. Color: pink
> 30. Do you plan on having kids? Yup I think so..if my husband wants kids
> 33. How old do you wanna be when you are married?: whenever god wants me to
> 34. Would you have kids before marriage: no way
> 35. Do u have a b/f or g/f? nope
> 37. Do you have a crush: ummmmmmmm....hmmmmmmmmm......
> 38. Music/TV: music
> 39. Guys/Girls: whats THAT supposed to mean?.??
> 40. Green/Blue: blue
> 41. Pink/Purple: pink
> 42. Summer/Winter: winter
> 43. Night/Day: night
> 44. Hangin Out/Chillin: chillin'
> 45. Dopey/Funny: funny
> 47. What school do u go to?: Its called my living room! :-)
> 49. What's a major turn on for you?: Smile:-)
> 50. Closest friends?: I dunno
> 51. Most blond: Its a tie between me and Erin
> 52. Sexiest: i dont know
> 53. Funniest: MIke myers!
> 54. Tallest: scott grayson!
> 55. Best personality: Alley!
> 56. Which people do you trust and are open with the most?: Friends/Family
> 57. What do you think of soul mates?: huh?
> 58. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf: no!
> 59. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary eyed?: i dont know..i think i was reading my diary last night and it made me cry.
> 60. What's something about guys/girls you don't get?: guys,..why they're so PERVERTED!!!!
> 62. What's an object you can't live without?: My computer
> 63. Love or Lust: love
> 64. Silver or gold: Silver
> 65. Diamond or pearl: diamond
> 63. Sunset or sunrise: sunset..
> 64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? no!
> 65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope
> 66. Do you have any piercings: yupp
> 67. What color underpants are you wearing right now: orange
> 68. What song are u listening to right now?: Going under
> 69. What's the first 4 digits of your phone home: 7814
> 70.Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: I have NO IDEA!!!!
> 72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Smile!
> 73. Favourite sports?: DANCE! yes its a sport!
> 74. What makes you happy?: Friends
> 75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get?: Staci orrico
> 76 What's the best advice given to you?: leave it in Gods hands..( true dat)
> 79. What are your goals?: To become a minister
> 81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better: i cant decide!
> 82. On the phone or in person?: depends on the situation, but i think in person is always better
> 83. Hugs or kisses? hugs
> 84. What song seems to reflect you the most?: I dont know!
> 85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to?: i dont know..and i dont think i'd care
> 86. Do u have any enemies? nope
> 88. Would you rather be rich or famous?: famous
> 89. What time is it in Albania now?:shoot i dontknow
> 90. Have you ever been in love?: yea...
> 91. Have you met santa?: yeah i see him everyday
> 92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked you to
> use your phone what would you do: I'd let him!
> 93. When did you last talk to the person that you like?: um........hmmmmmm........
> 96. Last time you were depressed: i dont know
> 97. Are you an alcoholic?: NEVER!!
> 98. Who sent this to you? J-cup
> 99. What do you think of this person: He's funny
> 100. Do U want your friends to write back? i dont care
> 101. Did u find these questions a complete waste of time? yea

Sat, 25 Oct 2003 00:10:07 GMT

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Thats really scary b/c..I did take ballet classes ( still do) and i did wear pink and all that..and my nickname was "priss" and I've always been afraid of mice..and i STILL am! If i see one i WILL jump on a chair and screem! haha!! thats soo funny how the described me haha!

Thu, 23 Oct 2003 04:17:04 GMT

You, are like sooo totally barbie! omg, u most be a
cheerleader or something! (so yea you are
blonde)

<a a CHEERLEADER!!!!? Im NOT a cheerleader!!!

uh

Mon, 20 Oct 2003 19:06:40 GMT

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My knees? EW!!!

Mon, 20 Oct 2003 04:01:18 GMT

1. Name: Allyssa Ren'e Idell
2. were you named after anyone? Alyssa Milano! ( sadly)
3. Do you wish on stars? nah
4. Which finger is your favorite? i dont know!
5. When did you last cry? Friday ( a monster chased me at six flags)
6. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you? uhhh..I have no idea!
7. Do you like your handwriting? sometimes
8. Who do you admire? I totally Admire all my friends!
11. Any bad habits? um..i dont really think i have any!
12. If you were in love, would you say it? At the perfect moment of course i would
13. Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell..i dont remember
14. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? LoL..probably not! lol i dont know!
15. Have you ever stolen anything? no
16. Do looks matter? Not to me!
17. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone? saturday
18. Have you ever met anyone famous? yes i have
19. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? LOL no!
20. Are you trendy? uh..yeah, i guess i am
21. How do you prevent anger? praying
22. Are you passive or aggressive? passive
23. Who is your idol? Jesus
24. Who is your second family? hm..dunno
25. Do you trust others easily? yeah..too easy
26. What was your favorite toy as a child? My ballet shoes ( no joke )
27. What class in high school did you think was totally useless? um..I would have to say colorguard..it just caused too much crap.
28. Do you like sappy love songs? YES! lol
29. Have you ever been on radio or television? BOTH!
30. Have you ever intentionally hurt someone emotionally or physically? uh, probable! *cries*
31. Do you like sarcasm? sometimes people do it too much.
32. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? yeah...it's rad!
33. Do people understand you most of the time? no
34. Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? sore throat
35. Have you thought seriously about committing suicide? i think so
36. Could you be a vegetarian? heck ya! i wish i was one actually..but you need protein( sp)
37. Would you ever bungee jump? no
38. What are your nicknames? Ally..
39. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? i never do! lol
40. Do you ever wear overalls? no
41. What bothers you the most about females? probably mood swings! lol
42. What bothers you the most about males? WHEN THEY'RE PERVERTED!!!!!
43. If you were to leave on a trip tomorrow,where would you go? hawaii
44. Do you use scented body soaps? no
45. Do you think you are strong? no
46. What's your favorite Popsicle? Big stick
47. Who is most likely to respond? noone probably
50. Age: 15
51. Sex: female
52. Favorite color: pink
53. Eye Color: hazel/green
54. Do you have a driver's license? almost:)
55. What time is it? 9:00
LAST PERSON WHO??
54. You went to the movies with? Ashley lewis
55. You went to the mall with? Lorena
56. Sent you this email? i got it from chris
58. Do you have a crush on the person who sent this to you? no
DATING/MARRIAGE
59. How many kids do you want? hm...at least 1! I dont know though..my husband has to agree too!
60. Who should pay for dinner? I think we should pay for our own truthfully
61. Who do you see yourself marrying in the future? Haha...Whoever God has planned for me..he's totally in control!
62. What is your favorite name of a child? elly! i think thats a cute name
63. How many people have you kissed? 2...in 7th grade! lol
RANDOM
64. What color is your toothbruch? pink lol
65. What is one thing you can honestly say about the person who sent this: He's awesome!

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 20:30:49 GMT

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 21:29:51 GMT

You're cheerleader! SO GOOD! Heyhey, try being less
bossy though XD

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Tue, 14 Oct 2003 20:58:51 GMT

YOU ARE ETHER!

Well, well... you are the mysterious Fifth Element!
The Fifth Element, Ether, is used or conjured
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something found on this plane. Those that have
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Everyday possessions aren't of much interest -
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Indeed, just one type of career isn't of
interest to you either, as your need to
constantly continue evolving and growing won't
allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may
also impact your social life as well. You tend
to have few friends as not many people
understand you, and fewer relationships because
you simply outgrow them.

Don't be discouraged by this, though. You are truly
one of the unique, for very few people have
been able to achieve this type of
enlightenment. Be proud and use your knowledge
and experiences to teach and help others as
much as you can. Good luck and congratulations!

Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
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...and all
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Mon, 13 Oct 2003 21:31:14 GMT

It made you feel pain when he forgot your name/ Well, let me tell you something I have felt the same/ I know you;re pain, they'll be another boy along the way/ And God made you beautiful and/ Theres nothing about you thats plain.. You are a jewel, you are a treasure/ You are one of a kind/ And you shine just as bright as the stars in the sky/ You're a rare kind of wonder, created just right/ SO keep your head up no matter the pain/ Theres nothing about you thats plain.. you tell me you're not the type, the kind of girl they like/ you're a little insecure of how you look in their eyes/ well, fashion will change, and trends come nad go everyday. But God ONLY MADE ONE OF U and/ THeres nothing about you thats plain. See your mind, it is precious. though your heart may be restless/ and your eyes they will see all that you're meant to be/'Cause your spirit is strong and your soul carries on/ you keep your head up no matter the pain/ There's nothing about you thats plain.. ya know, I have my days when i feel out of place, ya / i look at who i am, i cover what i can/ i wish it was all would change. but you take the make-up, you'll see the same girl still remains/ she may not feel that beautiful but theres nothing about her thats plain./ You are you jewel your a treasure, you are one of a kind, and you shine just as bright as the stars in the sky/ your a rare kind of wonder, created just right/ so keep your head up no matter the pain/ and i'll keep my head up no matter what. we'll keep our heads up no matter the pain, theres nothing about you thats' plain... you may have felt that pain, / God, he knows ur name/ and let me tell you something/ theres nothing about you thats plain.

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 21:07:28 GMT

Your Heart is Pink

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hmm...Thats interesting!

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 20:59:18 GMT

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Mon, 13 Oct 2003 05:31:51 GMT

kill me now...please just like kick me or something so i dont have to deal with this...

Sat, 11 Oct 2003 01:55:06 GMT

ah, Im having really bad cramps...(too bad u had to hear that) I have like this sharp pain going down my legs and my lower back. It hurts to move, it hurts to even talk. I've been laying in bed trying to sleep and i cant cause it hurts too bad. bad times...!!! Out of all days this had to happen. Its cool though..It feels good to stay home and do nothing, which i havn't done in God knows how long. Theres all these preverted guys in my drive way right now..The guy across the street built a ramp and they ride on my driveway all the time. its so annoying! well i have to go lay down or something LATER DAYS

Fri, 10 Oct 2003 06:38:15 GMT

Protector

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Fri, 10 Oct 2003 05:50:55 GMT

update time...

So I was asleep, and i got a phone call from my friend Lorena Orosco from dance, and shes all..hey allyssa my friends told me about this place in Visalia called " the well" i thought i'd go check it out, would u like to come. and so i was like heck ya sure. so we went to the mall and stuff first. Then we went to the church. and all of a sudden i saw leah and i was like " WHOA WAIT A MINUTE" it was soo cool..the worship was awesome. and the message he teached on was JUST what i needed to hear. It was awesome im so glad i went. Gods soo awesome!!!! I've been praying alot that the worship at my church would get better..like they would pick better songs or something, and then its like God put it on my hear t. Its not the song allyssa, it's u, your the one who has to make it good. and im like " DUH ALLYSSA" it's like a total wakeup call for me! Its just my attitude! Gods doing wonderful things in my life..i just wish everyone could have the feeling that ive had about the last month. Im a total different person. and i love it. I think this is finally me, ive finally found myself. I know one thing for sure...God put every single one of u guys in my life for a reason! i have great friends! I love u all so much. Give someone a hug today!:-) it's good for the heart.

check it!!!! haha!

Fri, 10 Oct 2003 05:31:28 GMT

You're STRONG BAD. You're mean to everyone and
very egotistical. Despite your cruelty, harsh
sense of humor, and insistance that you aren't
stupid, people LOVE you. I'd tell you to be
nice... but I like you better the way you are.

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As u can see..im bored...haha..these are funny..interesting i say eh'

Fri, 10 Oct 2003 05:26:02 GMT

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.

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Fri, 10 Oct 2003 05:22:52 GMT

You are Psalms.

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